anaraeflowers replied to your post: when i get to miami i’d like to get a few tattoos.
what are you gonna get tattoos of? i’m going with my sisters to get matching tattooos this august. plumerias,its the Guam flower :)
omgsh, one of mine is going to be a sister one too! my sisters already got the infinity sign with the word sisters written w/ the same infinity line. and 3 little hearts above it. (for the 3 of us) they got it one day when i first left to germany and they were missing me really badly, lol. so when i get there i’m going to get mine. <3 and then idk what else i’m going to get…i was thinking something to stand for jose, but he tends to give me a hard time about that, lol, so we’ll see.
ALLL in my feelings. (1:04 am in Germany)
For the 1st time in many years I’m happy with myself. I mean, i’m no where near where i want to be physically…but for the 1st time in a long time i’m ok with that. i’ve accepted the things i can’t change, and actually working towards the things i can change.
even though my hubby is gone right now (for those of you that don’t follow my mom blog, he’s deployed) i don’t feel nervous of losing him, (thank you Lord) relationship wise during this deployment. i can feel his love in everything he says and does, and i’m actually not feeling insecure at all right now w/ where things sit between he and i. this is the most mature our relationship has ever been and i continue to pray it keeps growing in the right direction. <3
i have quite a few awesome people in my life, people that i never imagined being there have stepped up and given me emotional and other kinds of support that have helped me deal with this move to germany and then the hubby’s deployment. and while it saddens me to look at my side and see a few people i seriously swore would’ve been there, (even family members i thought i was close to)…the happiness the ones that ARE there have brought…is enough to put those absent to the back of my mind. sometimes it just frustrates me, because we both know i’d be there for them if they needed me. but i guess thats just how life goes…and for the 1st time in my life…i’m not having trouble accepting that.
but yea, life right now could be difficult, these wives out here are constantly trying to get offended. —yes, you read that right. i posted something about my kids and another woman tried to act offended because i was complaining about my girls— and apparently her kid does the same thing….0.o dude, if you’re ok w/ that, good for you…i’m not judging but my girls were acting crazy today and if that’s one of their traits when they’re being crazy it’s GOING to be a no-no in my house, lol.—-so i’m just continuing to ignore their nonsense. if they’re not getting offended they’re cheating on their husbands, gossiping about e/o, or just being SHADY….so….plz remind me why i’d even want to be friends w/ people like that? yea…no thanks. so i mostly just keep to myself with the exception of a few cool people. and if anyone even shows the slightest sign of being drama…i cut them out of my life. i’ve got enough things to worry about don’tcha think?
so…yea…just a random vent i’ll re-read in the am, lol. it’s nice to just have those every once in a while right?
but i already feel forgotten. :/
but i think i have to be invited?
SHADY AS FCKKK!!!!!!!!!! ORTIZ DIDN’T EVEN HAVE HIS SET UP!!!!
SMH!
SHADE!
